Waqt badal raha mujhe.. 🥀

Waqt badal raha mujhe...

Door ja rahi hain yaadein teri,

Dhundhla raha hai chehra tera.

Utar raha hai mujh par svar, nasha tera.

Waqt badal raha hai mujhe...

Zakhm bhar raha mere...

Intezaar khatam ho raha hai tera,

Umeed tere aane ki khatam ho rahi hai,

Khatam ho raha hai jeene ka maqsad mera.

Aage badh raha hoon,

Waqt zakhm bhar raha hai mere.

Tu ateet ban chuka hai mera,

Main shaamil ho raha hoon aaj mein mere...

Ja sakta hai tu azaad main ab har ghadi khayalon se tere,

Zindagi bula rahi hai mujhe.

Tu ateet ban chuka hai mera,

Main shaamil ho raha hoon aaj mein mere.

Explanation - 

Yeh likhavat ek aise insaan ki kahani hai jo dheere-dheere apne dard se bahar nikal raha hai. Pehle uske andar toot-phoot, yaadon ka bojh aur kisi ke chhod kar jaane ka dard hai. “Waqt badal raha mujhe” — yeh line dikhati hai ki halka-hala apne aap mein ek tabdeeli aa rahi hai. Jo chehra kabhi sabse kareeb tha, woh dhundhla padne laga hai, aur jo nasha kabhi mohabbat ka tha, woh utar raha hai.

Phir ek jagah aakar woh apne dard ka hisaab deta hai - zakhm ab bharne lage hain.

Na intezaar baaki hai, na umeed. Jab insaan kisi ka intezaar chhod deta hai, tabhi woh sahi meaning me aage badhna shuru karta hai. Uska jeene ka maksad toot kar bikhar chuka tha, lekin waqt dheere-dheere us par marham lagaa raha hai.

Aakhir me, woh ek bohot gehra sach accept karta hai:

"Tu ab ateet ban chuka hai mera."

Jis insaan ke chakkar me woh toot raha tha, woh ab sirf ek guzar chuki kahani reh gaya hai. Ab writer apne aaj me, apne aap me wapas laut raha hai. Khayalon ki zanjeeron se azaad ho kar zindagi ki awaaz usko dobara bula rahi hai, aur woh is baar us pukaar ko sunn raha hai.

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Samajhne se lekar chhod dene tak.

Aur chhod dene se lekar phir se jeene tak.

Yeh sirf heartbreak nahi,

yeh khud ko wapas paane ki kahani hai.

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