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Kya kaafi hun mai?

Kya kaafi hoon main?
Jo sochta hoon, hoon-ba-hoo waisa hi hoon main?
Kya jaisa hona chahiye, waisa hi hoon main?
Kya kaafi hoon main?

Har insaan apni zindagi ke kisi na kisi mod par ek sawal zaroor poochta hai:
“Kya main waise hi theek hoon jaise main hoon?”
Tumhari ye lines isi universal emotion ko chhu kar jaati hain — ek shant, halka sa bechain, par bahut hi honest andruni dialogue.

Is short poem ke andar ek lamha hai.
Ek aaina hai.
Aur ek khamoshi, jisme insaan apna sach sunnne ki himmat karta hai.

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